sarah's poem

This poem is sad but if you are one of the people that don't get abused you should be thank full and remember God is always with youSARAH'S POEM
My name is SarahI am but three,My eyes are swollenI cannot see,I must be stupidI must be bad,What else could have madeMy daddy so mad?I wish I were betterI wish I weren't ugly,Then maybe my mommyWould still want to hug me.I can't speak at allI can't do a wrongOr else I'm locked upAll the day long.When I awake I'm all aloneThe house is darkMy folks aren't home.When my mommy does comeI'll try and be nice,So maybe I'll get justOne whipping tonight.Don't make a sound!I just heard a carMy daddy is back>From Charlie's Bar.I hear him curseMy name he callsI press myselfAgainst the wall.I try and hidefrom his evil eyesI'm so afraid nowI'm starting to cry.He finds me weepingHe shouts ugly words,He says its my faultThat he suffers at work.He slaps me and hits meAnd yells at me more,I finally get freeAnd I run for the door.He's already locked itAnd I start to bawl,He takes me and throws meAgainst the hard wall.I fall to the floorWith my bones nearly broken,And my daddy continuesWith more bad words spoken."I'm sorry!", I screamBut its now much too lateHis face has been twistedInto unimaginable hate.The hurt and the painAgain and againOh please God, have mercy!Oh please let it end!And he finally stopsAnd heads for the door,While I lay there motionlessSprawled on the floor.My name is SarahAnd I am but three,Tonight my daddyMurdered me.Every day thousands of kids just like Sarah are killed at the hands of one or both or their parents. And you can help. Sickens me to my soul, and if you just read this and don't pass it on I pray for your forgiveness, cause you would have to be one heartless person to notbe effected by this email.BUT if you are effected, do something about it!! So all I am asking you to do, is take some time to send this on and acknowledge that this stuff does happen, and that people like her dad do live in our society, and I pray for child abuse to wither out and die, but also pray for the safety of our youth. The young ones cannot help themselves....if you suspect a child is in danger, please do not look the other way, we can make a difference.

on my way out, finally

this morning, i dont feel like going to work, the only reason I have to is for me to able to file a leave so i can stat my trainig on moday at another center.
i was suppose to start training for a new account but i did not know that i will be starting a new training with another company, hehehehehehehe.
anyway, ill be resting starting tomorrow till sunday.
unfortunately, training will start at 6 am and its okay, friends that i had when i was working with convergys.
they have already changed their schedule and it is from 6am til 3
i guess, ill just write here later, it seems that i am not making sense here.
i have been writing a few blogs and yet i feel what i am writing nothing.everything seems blank

have to work on this blog

i am still here at the office so i have to choice but to leave my blog look boring, ill just try to edit this when i am out para naman di mukhang boring.
i have to make the same things that i did with my journal home.
ung blog ko dun, mukhang messy with all the hello kitty pictures na ni cut andpaste ko lang.
so, readers, read lang kayo.
have fun everyday

fuck this company!!!!!!

it has been a long time since my last post here, the reason? i forgot my log in username and password.i have been busy doing all my other blogs from journal home, friendster and diaryland and even i.ph and now i have already opened up this site and now i am going to fill it up with stories...
i havent checked my previous posts so i dont know and am not sure if i have already mentioned that i have resigned from convergys, i am finally naming names!
it is a tough choice, i wanted to really stay there but the acct is driving me up to the edge, it is so difficult working with customer service accounts, there are times tha i have to admit, it is the comapny's fault but of course, we cant say that to them.
once in a while, i check out with myfriends from there.
and then i applied for a post in another call center, PeopleSupport.it is kinda exciting athough i was given wrong information about this company, i decided to stay.
i thought, at first, it was cool to be getting your own company email addy, having that right even if you are not yet a regular emloyee, you work with outlook and it is like chatting with your batch mates.
how i wish convergys have this capability....
and then i was transferred to a fucking schedule that would require me to work from 2pm-11pm.
that is where the problem is coming from.
i knew that sooner or later i would be held up with this schedule that i have and lo and behold it happened, i almost got held up bec my supervisor said i need to find another rep who would be willing to change scheds with me.
who would want a sched like mine?
anyway, after it happened, i called up force desk and informed them that i will not be reporting for work and talked to seige and told him what happened and requested for a diff schedule.
and guess what is my schedule 2 weeks after?
2pm-11pm!!!!!!!!
may nangyari ba? your guess is as good as mine, my schedule have not been changed and i am really loosing all the drive.
i have been expecting for that call from hsbc, i have already applied and they accepted me and the salary was really great...for me.
unfortunately, since my reschedule, i am still here at peoplesupport.
and for me to be able to have my sched changed is to just move to another account!
there is a new account coming up, training will start on the 19th i was said, i have to transfer there so i can get a graveyard shift!
we could be the first batch, and they call it pioneers but i still want to go back to alabang.
i have a lot of expenses to think of and what i am earning here is not enough for what i used to get at convergys.
i am really starting to hate the people here and i know that it is showing.
bobby is getting tired of picking me up just to be sure that i get home safe.
and we are actually all affected by these and these people here doesnot care.
so why would would i care if i make a sale or what?

aint it great

schedules have changed and i like it better than what i have right now.my new sched will take effect on sun but may day offs will be like shit.
i am still fixing my children's passport and i have been trying to contact a friend who have a travelling agency who could probably help me with this.
i dont have woprk tomorrow and i will be accompnaying my daughter to school tom after which i will be working on my childrens passport so that i will be done with this immediately.

check this out

www.zzz.com and www.ceruleanstudois.com. cool things to do with this webste.just make sure the pcs are yours.dont do this for public pcs...

should i or should not?

should i or should i not...find a new job? i just wanted to wrk as an ip relay operator and there is just one company that I have found out who offers this kind of job and they have freezed hiring for this position.poor me.i hope i find a job as an ip relay operator.it is an easire job than taking inbound calls for this compnay I work with.too big, too much vendors for that cellphone company in the states and others are just screwing up their acct